GAWDDAMN MONO!
Journal Entry:
Sat Nov 14, 2009, 8:28 PM
I've apparently had mono since freakin' September without knowing. And it's all 'cause those fuckers lost my blood test. And they were all like "she should be fine by now" when they found it in October, but I just got tested again 'cause I was sick, and I still have it..
I've been ridiculously tired and kept getting sick since SEPTEMBER and it could have all been avoided.
Luckily my spleen is ok. Otherwise my parents would hopefully sue them off their fat asses.
Mono sucks. Everyone else like seems to get it once or so, if at all. I get it every year, sometimes twice, since 6th grade.
I don't even kiss or share food.
Mono sucks.
Random thought:
It's funny how people assume things about me just because I'm a quiet female. I'm working on a design of a hunter (I'll scan it on later) for Unsaved (I'm making the comic in my graphic novella class). This dude says something along the lines of "I don't think you play very many video games." So I replied, telling that I am a gamer. He then asks if I play Half Life and say it looks like a combine.
Hah. I remember a counselor in 6th grade who was helping me switch out of classes. Shop class was open. He said I probably wouldn't want to take it. >.< I FUCKING LOVE SHOP CLASS.
Once when I was little, I was at this dumb church thing with some other kids. Some boys tangled a caterpillar in my hair. My hair cut it up pretty bad and killed it. I get all mad, and this guy who was like chaperoning use tried to comfort me saying caterpillars weren't that bad and could be fun. Dammit! I loved caterpillars! I was pissed because they killed it.
..Then people assuming I wouldn't want to see a violent movie. And people who used to assume I don't want people joking around with me (like you know, joking that I suck at something in a friendly manner when it is already confirmed that we're buddies) because I'd get offended, but then went and made fun of me behind my back. -.-
Yeah, lesson is, don't make stupid assumptions, especially when they seem rather sexist, or you're treating the quiet girl like a robot.
..Also, this is random, but why do class clowns find it to be such a big achievement to make me laugh? I laugh at like everything they say, it just seems they don't notice.
...I really love class clowns.
..Oh, and in good news.
I was thinking about how much happier I've been recently. I've been talking to people, getting involved in conversations, making friends.
It's funny.
Some people are so against therapy, thinking there's nothing wrong with me being quiet and I didn't need medication. Hah! Another dumb assumption. I didn't realize how bad I had it until I saw how good things could be.
They're not in my mind. They didn't know how horrid life was for me back there.
But now it's cool.
- Mood:
Pain - Listening to: Between Worlds- Mind.in.a.Box
- Reading: Watership Down
- Playing: Prototype
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